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YOU KNOW.......

YOU KNOW IM SICKK OF BEING HURT. SO THIS IS WHAT IMA DO SO I WONT GET HURT. IM GOING TO GET MY DAD TO BUY A GUN,

AND WHEN HE GETS IT, IM TAKE IT. AND WAIT AT NIGHT WHEN EVERONES SLEEP AND GET INTO A DARK ROOM AND CUT MYSELF AND

BURN MYSELF, AND IF THATS NOT ENOUGH PAIN THEN IMA GET THE GUN AND BLOW MY BRAINS OUT. I CANT TAKE LOVE OR LOVING

SOMONE ANYMORE. IF YOUR WONDEING WHY THIS IS HAPPING THEN LOOK AT MY OTHER TWO NEW JOURNALS. YEAH I KNOW SHE

SAID YES BUT THEN SHE TURNED IT TO A NO AND SAID WE ARENT GETTING MARRIED OR EVEN BE FRIENDS. FUCK THE WORLD. WHY.

WHY. WHY. DO I HAVE TO SUFFER THIS HURT AND PAIN. WHAT IN THE HELL DID I DO.

 

YA I KNOW IM SUICDEL


Posted on 07/05/2009 11:51 PM Visits: 45
♥ Jessie-leigh ♥: 07/06/2009 11:13 AM
to be honest with you thats just silly to think that
your 13 and she is 11 you have your whole life to get married.
when you get older you will realise what you feel now about people means nothing compared to how much you will love someone when your older
TRUST ME!
when i was 15 I had a boyfriend who i thought i loved then he dumped me and i was depressed as fuck.... but now i realise didnt feel anything compared to how much i love my most recent ex.
my recent ex is my first love.
im 18 thats when you start to love proper.
not when your 11 or 13
im sorry it didnt work out but dont be silly about wanting to kill ya self bout it.
Kairi's Adventure: 07/09/2009 1:49 PM
don't..it's really not worth it....life is special...don't give it up because of a foul lil or however large matter it may seem to be!U have people that care about u..don't hurt them,please...it would hurt me too
XxLonelyAutopsyHeartxX: 07/09/2009 2:48 PM
ivy i didnt mean to hurt you still love you and i lied i didnt make that promise to her but i made it to myself and im srry but when you came along i forgot about cuz your were the sweetest person id ever meet i admir=t i lied to you and im srry i still love you pleaseeee dont do this it not worth it
snakesonaboat: 07/11/2009 10:01 AM
NO!!!! dont do it! dont be suicidal- its never worth it!
XxKillxMexKissxMexX: 07/11/2009 10:08 AM
chad it isn't worth it. don't hurt yourself. D: you are TOO good for that.
DARK -LOVENESS -PRINCESS-: 07/14/2009 1:44 AM
ahhhhhh thankssssss peoplezzzzzz
DARK -LOVENESS -PRINCESS-: 07/14/2009 1:44 AM
chad it isn't worth it. don't hurt yourself. D: you are TOO good for that.
ummmm it ant bout chad its bout my gf well x-gf now but thxxxx
♥JASSIE♥: 09/02/2009 5:27 PM
don't do it. she's not worth you killing yourself. you can find someone else WAY better :)
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